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The Real Spirit of Christmas
A Heart Ripped Asunder
The Captain Makes His Mark
Courting the Devils
The Captain and the Harliquin
Dancing with Invisible Partners
Hunting in the Jade Forest
Surrendering to the Roller Coaster
My Heart Impaled
Turning into a Shark

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- A Wounded Heart, Who Can Bear?
- Drowning Under a Tidal Wave
- Clawing My Way to the Sunlight
- Yes, Santa Claus, There Is a Virginia
- Fugu
- Touching the Spirit
- A Hole in the Universe
- Riding on the Dreams of Others
- Turning Into a Shark
 - A Heart, Ripped Asunder
- Surrendering to the Roller Coaster
- Hunting in the Jade Forest
- Dodging the Shark
- Dancing With Invisible Partners
- The Captain and the Harliquin
- Courting the Devils
- The Captain Makes His Mark
- Mad Dog to the Rescue
- Innocent in the Big City
- Dropping the Ball Briefcase
- Scrambling Brains
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- What If the Man Behind the Curtain Is No Wizard After All?
- All of Us Have a Soundtrack
- Working With Broken Machines
- Happy Anniversary, Baby
- Standing on Stars
- Running the Film Backwards
- Identity Crisis ("Who am I?")
- Can We Ever Really Admit the Desires of Our Heart?
- Forgiveness is a Rare Thing
- Having Your Heart Caressed By the Creator
- Working With Broken Machines
- A New Leg to Stand On
- The Real Spirit of Christmas
- Chatting With Infinity
- Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder
- We All Have a Great Capacity for Loss
- Brushed Lightly By Might Have Beens
- We See the World Through Our Own Looking Glass
- Every Storm Passes Eventually
- Accidents Can Introduce Destiny Into Our Lives
- Freedom Depends on the Walls Around Us
- Pulling Aside the Velvet Curtain
- Riding the Razor's Edge
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- In Your Face
- Between the Lines
- The Bobcat
- Angel With a Coffeecup
- Innocent in the Big City
- Chains of Gossamer
- Playing With Knives
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- Playing the Score, Tasting the Music
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- My God, I Confess
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- Exotic in Thin Air (Part 2, Taxi)
- Exotic in Thin Air (Part 3, The Pan American)
- Exotic in Thin Air (Part 4, Guano)
- Exotic in Thin Air (Part 5, The Andes Express)



 
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"From this hour I ordain myself loos'd of limits and imaginary lines, going where I list, my own master total and absolute, Listening to others, considering well what they say, Pausing, searching, receiving, contemplating, Gently, but with undeniable will, divesting myself of the holds that would hold me."

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Thursday, December 25, 2003
 

A Nervous Boil

dis-qui-et
Function: transitive verb
Date: circa 1530
1 : to take away the peace or tranquillity of
2 : what I am feeling now, for some reason

It's Christmas Eve, and I'm feeling rather disturbed.

I started today well, and the day at work went OK too. We only worked a half a day today, so I was able to go home early. And it looks like things at work are going to go through that major change I have been looking forward to in the next couple of weeks.

But still, I am feeling tension. And I don't know why.

I went to the grocery store on the way home, a store I had not been to but a couple of times. Even though it was Christmas Eve, I found myself unable to connect to the people around me like I normally do. I just couldn't muster the smiles and cross the distance between them and me.

This tells me something. This tells me that the problem here is not the people around me or anything outside of me. My disquiet is from within, erupting inside of me unbidden and unrelated to anything outside. Its just another mood swing, chemical, unpleasant, and internal.

Knowing that, I can feel logically better, but it really does not help the mood any. I hope that sleep will revitalize me; tomorrow is Christmas.

I stood on the porch tonight. It was cool and rainy. I looked down the street at the neighbor's Christmas lights. Even with my mood in the funk it's in, I can sense a spark of magic there, a bit of wonder at Christmas Eve night, a glitter of Christmas hope leftover from my childhood.

Perhaps that magic can cast just a bit of sparkle on me tonight, and light me up tomorrow.

Next to a circus there ain't nothing that packs up and tears out faster than the Christmas spirit.
Kin Hubbard (1868 - 1930)


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